So What??!!

Yup. My life was messed up. I was a bullying victim. I was very poor and hitted and etc since i was 2 years old. :(

When I grew up, aku tidak menjalani jalan yang ingin kujalani (--ngerti kan??--). Life pushed me to be strong. I live on my own in my entire life. Not alone, but totally lonely.

I found my bestiest ever (not much, but means a lot to me!!), but they seems couldn't stay forever with me. Suddenly lost their love and passion. I'd rearrange my mariage, still don't know till when. And I really don't wanna talk about it right know.

Then I left my great job* (people say so), right before i knew that my daddy wasn't my daddy. Then the real one came up with so many shit that hurt me a lot. (Pls don't use social media for trying to embarassed me!! U already did it without doing nothing.).

Huff.

Hidupku super kacau, so what??!! Apakah aku harus malu?? Nope. I'm proud that I still alive, even on my own. I'm glad to feel all this feeling and still survive. I will. Aku akan baik-baik saja. For sure.

,,,,,

I'm totally fine, but desperatelly missing u. :(