barbi3

Yesterday i watch Barbi3 the movie with my BF. It's not about a barbie doll, but it's about 3 girls which is always judge people from the outside. It's an Indonesian movie. Funny and educative in the same time.

What i want to share is, i really love Marion (perform by Titi Kamal) dress and fashion sense. Hehehehe.. Although she is an antagonist character here, but I've found many things same between me and Marion. We love pink, make up, girly stuff, blink-blink, beautiful shoes, prada bag, and all those branded stuff.

But thanks God.. I'm not that such an evil. :p
And now i found some rational reason why God didn't make me daughter's of rich parent. Maybe i will be an evil girl like Marion. Girl whose only knew fashion, money, her best friend and her world. Never care peoples and doesn't have brain (actually she had, but she didn't use it). Hahaha..

But i still LuPH Ur fashion stuff Marion!!

in the end of my life

And in the end it's not the years in your life that count.
It's the life in your years.
(Abraham Lincoln)

When i read this quote, i was thinking. What kind of life I've been living?

If it's about serious life, chasing my dream and follow my heart, yes.. i already did. But where's happiness? Why i always feel empty and somehow i feel lonely in this crowded world around. What's missing?

I have my own life, my own room, my own money, boyfriend, etc. But why i feel uncompleted?

Looks like i miss a part of me. Runaway in a world without limit, where's no pain, sorrow, hurt and tears.

And in the end of my life.. how is my life will be counted, if i have no such a life to be count?

love is

love is a mixture between joy and pain,
and it's finishing by tolerance foam.
(christie veronica)

when we love someone, we will feel joy and pain in the same time.
joy.. cos we have found someone to love and can love us back.
but pain, cos fear of lossing.

but above all..
we realy need to tolerance and understand each other.
so we can keep our love warm in our heart forever.

something 'bout love

u can close ur eyes,
but u can't close ur heart.

and when u open ur eyes,
u'll find love.

but remember..
from the second u start to love (someone),
u must ready to hurt.

u are NOT alone!

feel Ur heart beating, then U will know that U are NOT alone.

bersyukur, bersyukurlah jiwaku.

...

ta' malukah engkau pada ibumu?
yang bangun lebih awal menyiapkan harimu,
yang menghitung keping receh merajut masa depanmu..

ta' malukah engkau pada ayahmu?
yang berusaha jadi tegar sekokoh karang,
bahkan terkadang mengeras ta' tergerus ombak,
demi memberimu rasa aman yang kau benci..

ta' malukah kau pada pahlawan2 ta' dikenal?
yang kehilangan nyawa dan kenikmatan dunia,
demi memberimu kesempatan merangkai masa depan,
dengan merdeka..
dan ta' terkekang.

sejauh apa kita t'lah bersyukur?
cukupkah dengan doa?

tidak.

kurasa doa saja ta' kan pernah cukup.

apa yang t'lah kau berikan pada mereka?
apa yang t'lah kau berikan pada indonesia?
apa yang t'lah kau berikan pada dunia?

dan yang terpenting..
apa yang t'lah kau berikan pada dirimu?
apakah kebahagiaan semu di masa muda,
ataukah harta ta' ternilai dari Tuhanmu?..

bersyukur ..
bersyukurlah jiwaku..

walau remuk hatimu,
walau linu tulangmu,
walau ta' ada satupun menjadi penolongmu..

bersyukur..
bersyukurlah jiwaku..

setidaknya kita punya harapan,
setidaknya kita punya kesempatan..
tuk buktikan pada diri sendiri,
bahwa kita mampu!

aku mampu menjadi aku yang terbaik.