one day before indonesia independence day

august 16th, one day before indonesia independence day..
hm..
me n my BF walking trough surabaya road,
but only for less than 1 hour, i'm tired..
hahaha..
but really romantic memory to remember someday..
luph u!!

thats what you get

No sir, well I don’t want to be the blame
Not anymore
It’s your turn to take a seat
We’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can’t decide, you have made it harder just to go on
Why all the possibilities where I was wrong
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
I drowned out all my senses with the sound of it’s beating
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
I wonder how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
‘Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding on to silly things
I never learned why when all the possibilities I’m sure you heard
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
I drowned out all my senses with the sound of it’s beating
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
They make you wait to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart started right in me
Let’s start, hey
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win
I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win
Whoa

when it rains

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don’t miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can’t you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you’ll sleep ’til May
And you’ll say that you don’t want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can’t you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we’ll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my…)
Just turn it around.

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh I need an ending.
So why can’t you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

stop this song (lovesick melody)

You say the sweetest things
And I can’t keep my heart from singing
Along to the sound of your song
My stupid feet keep moving
To this 4-4 beat I’m in time with you, ohh
To this 4-4 beat I would die for you (die for you)
(Someone stop this)
I’ve gone too far to come back from here
But you don’t have a clue
You don’t know what you do to me
Won’t someone stop this song?
So I won’t sing along
Someone stop this song
So I won’t sing
Well, I never let love in
So I could keep my heart from hurting
The longer that I live with this idea
The more I sink in
To this 4-4 beat I’m in time with you, ohh
To this 4-4 beat I would die for you
(Let’s stop this song)
I’ve gone too far to come back from here (ohh)
But you don’t have a clue
You don’t know what you do to me (ooh)
And I’ve come too far to get over you (ohh)
And you don’t have a clue (ohh)
You don’t know what you do to me
Won’t someone stop this song?
So I won’t sing along
Someone stop this song
So I won’t sing a lovesick melody
It’s gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won’t get to me
If I don’t sing
It creeps in, like a spider
Can’t be killed, although I try and try to
But don’t you see I’m falling?
Don’t wanna love you
But I do
(Lovesick melody)
Someone stop this song
So I won’t sing along
(Lovesick melody, ohh)
Someone stop this song
So I won’t sing a lovesick melody
It’s gonna get the best of me tonight
But you won’t get to me (no, you won’t get to me)
Cause I won’t sing

emo poetry

this is one emo poems i found..
feel those deep lyric.


:: What Can I do?

I’ve tried, to give you everything,
Even what I do not have,
Still, you seem unaware of what I do,
All I’ve given for you,
All I’ve done to prove,

Still, you seem unaware,
Of how much I love you,
A better life I gave,
Better for you, I behaved,

Nothing, seems to impress you,
Nothing seems to catch your attention,
If I were to write you a song,
You’d like it for a day,
If I wrote you poems,
You’d stash them all away,

What can I do to prove?
My undying love for you,
My burning desire,
To hold you,
My urges, to hear your voice,
My scars screaming your name,
To you it seems all the same.

not alone, but..

time runing,
i'm still here,
not alone,
but.. lonely.

why??

dua sisi jiwa

>>> November 19, 2007 at 04:45 AM <<<

benci ini, jangan kau tanya..
aku pun tak paham,
mengapa,
sejak kapan,
atau pada siapa..

tangisku, milikku,
jangan kau ratapi,
ini aku,
cintai aku.

waktu yang berlari pergi,
aku sendiri,
hanya denganmu.

benci ini, jangan kau tanya..
aku pun tak mengerti,
ini aku,
cintai aku.. utuh.

desah

>>> November 29, 2007 at 10:48 PM <<<

cinta merayap,
meniup tengkuk,
hidup kejam,
kasihku mengutuk.

cinta cuma desah malam,
sesaat tertelan dilema,
cuma drama seribu babak,
yang wanginya merebak.

saat hati harus memilih,
antara cinta dan realita,
bumi teriak,
"genggam cintanya!!"..

tapi apa dayaku??
hidup bukan cuma tentang cinta,
saat ku ta' punya pilihan,
mampukah kau memberinya??

saia bingung!!

saia bingung..
mau kerja yg dapet duit ato kerja yg ngejar gelar?
dua2nya penting..
tapi mana yg paling penting?

bingung

detak detik berlalu,
aku masih duduk,
merenung,
bingung..

astaga!!
kenapa setiap pilihan semakin sukar waktu kita +tua?